Aside from my day job, and figuring out what to do with my life, I’ve been hiding, doing something I love and trying to get back to good.
A place where stress is not ruling my life and where my stomach is not being effected, nor my weight, nor anything else for that matter.
Behind creative things and around people seems to be that space , i’d really like to get more involved in creative activities! and am working on it.
I am a work in progress.
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Slowly but surely I am changing my life for the better.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about how I get to where I want to be and the first thoughts are to have a plan.
Understand what my goals are and put in place a plan to get there. So if I’m a little quiet right now it’s because I’m just planning my next awesome move and how I get there (as you know it involves beautiful things and flowers).
I’ll keep you posted ☺
Its time to stress less and live more, take back the power and make a life I love.
Take a chance
Say that thing
Tell that person
Love your life
I’ve finally got it. This life is mine to be lived for me. Not anyone else.
To learn to live yourself again and embrace how you look or feel, I suggest heading to a island paradise with the wealthy and tanned! I am greiving still (less so now but still have my moments!) & beleive I have put on weight or can’t shake it because I’m not as happy as I could be.
I did. And I feel empowered.
After 3 days of feeling not good enough, not skinny enough and not tanned enough, I finally realised today that I needed to be kinder to myself.
I put on my bikini in my mum bod next to my beautiful teenage daughter and went for a swim and sunbathed next to what I can only describe as tanned beautiful models of both sexes and felt myself again!
Who cares if your not a size 6! It’s your holiday too & you should enjoy it and not worry how you look to others of those who love you think your beautiful and you do too.
Life begins here. Confidence begins here.healing continues here.
Paradise is a good place to be and make yourself whole again.
Aside from all this gymming that’s been going on…I’ve decided to do a florist course. To do something I love. Because this year has been hard! So, so, so…hard!
I figure if I want to be calm and beautiful inside and out why not work around calm, beautiful things too…
It’ll be an adventure but I look forward to sharing some positive experiences along the way! And probably some awful mistakes ☺
There are a hundred and one things to bring you down in this world, the darkness, the sadness, the tough times.
But even in amongst all of that theres always something good, no matter how small. Something you can be greatful for… today I am greatful.
I am greatful for warm baths and peace and quiet.
I am grateful for a beautiful candle filling my bathroom with light and fragrance…
I am greatful for cups of tea and a sweet chocolate delivered by my daughter to the bath….
And most of all I am greatful for my family without which I wouldn’t keep smiling and finding the beautiful light amongst the darkness.
You can only see the stars when you’re standing in the dark sometimes…but they’re always there sparkling and lending you their light.