Thursday this week will be 3days since my D&C, almost a month. Some days I feel Ok and some days I feel awful.
I know it will take time however I want to not be sad anymore, and if I am sad I want to accept it.
At one point I thought that I would never smile like I had smiled before and sometimes I have thought am I always going to be sad.
But recently I am realising that all of these experiences are making me a better person. I am ready to be ok again (for the most part) I will get my shine back somehow.
I am remembering those things that give me joy. My daughter, partner, family, our cats, music, art…there’s so much to give me joy.
I know it will take time but I will get there.