Loss

Today was not a good day.

Today we went in for our ultrasound. Hopeful.

Today we saw no heartbeat

Today we saw no growth.

Today the baby/fetus was not alive.

Today my partner and I lost something.

Today I told my daughter there was no Sibling.

Today I told my parents they were not grandparents to be again.

Today I told friends that we had bad news.

Today I was prodded from the inside out.

Today I felt sad, guilty, tired and afraid.

Today was not a good day.

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On Wednesday I will have a D’n’C and by Friday it will all be over.

All I can say is I am sad and I need time to heal.

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